Another last one for the year 2006..

Cheers!!! Madami man ang nangyari sa akin this year na ito, thank you sa lahat ng blessings ng natanggap ko.. Salamat sa mga taong patuloy na nagmamahal sa akin kahit ako'y pasaway.. hehehe

Thanks to the people who had inspired me on a lot of things, to yves, who continuosly love me despite of my tantrums and artiness.. hehehe.. to my bestfriend April   for always being there.

Happy New Year everyone!!

A blessed 2007 to All!!!

im not referring to my fave series 24, but its about my age.. grabee, 24 na pla ako.. time flies so fast.. still remember the time when i was in highschool.. my graduation was that dramatic, siyempre because of that "thing" i have to go through.. then my first day at UST.. kinda funny, kasi di naman talaga ako laking manila, siyempre as expected nawala ako di ba.. hehe.. tapos nagtaxi na lang ako papunta ng sm north from munoz, and know what kung magkano lang siningil ni manong, 10 pesos.. astig, ganun pa kababa ang pasahe nun, ngayon ah ewan.. actually, orientation pa lang kasi iyon for my PE, so as usual walang pasok.. buti na lang second day, iyon na, the "real" thing.. hmm, why i was called RJ? sa aming Philo class (first subject) we were told to introduce ourselves and what would they want to call me.. as i was standing up siyempre nervous pa ako ksi naman, lahat ng mata focus syo.. i was battling sa nickname, kung xella, ordinary, kung rusel, parang manang.. then RJ came because of my two names, Rusela June, ayun kaya RJ.. eh uso pa nun iyong coke commercial na "rj ang gown ko".. hehe.. then came ang pagkick-out ng UsTE sa akin because of failing grade sa accounting.. that was the time i knew , syeet! ang kinabukasan ko sira na.. hehe.. we were having a hard time actually finding other schools, kasi ang gusto nila balik ka ulit first year.. yoko nga!! then PCU was there.. siyempre irreg ako dun.. pag nalaman nila na UsTE ka galing, astig! di lng nila alam pinagdaanan namin dun.. syeet!! talaga.. hehe.. i've tried my best na makatapos and after 2 years, graduate na din ako.. siyempre ansaya nun!! that for me was the Greatest Achievement i ever done to date.. honor iyon eh, di lahat nakukuhang makapagtapos.. a sem before Graduation (Octoberian kasi ako), nagtake ako ng review classes for the board exam with my bestfriend.. andun na naman iyong anticipation na, papasa ba ko, o sasama ako sa smahan ng mga luhaan,, actually napasama ako sa huli.. it wasa frustrating though.. that is the one on top of my list for my accomplishment,.. hopefully this year, or next year ako makapagboard ulit..

siyempre di mawawala sa buhay ng isang tao ang buhay pag-ibig.. siguro this is the main reasons kung bakit din ako nag-evolve as a person.. you have to stumble to learn to stand, to cry so that you can wipe other people's tears.. it was a rocky road.. especially iyong matagal na relationship na you think iyon na.. mahirap talaga magsalita ng tapos.. it was the turning point of my life where i have asked myself, kung masama ba talaga akong tao, or all along there is still someone out there who will bring out the best in me.. and in my solace Yves came.. we were friends.. we hang out after office.. we talked.. a lot, and till now iyon ang di nawawala.. open communication.. there are still a lot of thing i have to change, especially sa attitude ko.. and im looking forward to a life with him.. im praying na sana ito na nga..

FRIENDSHIPS.. of course another factor are my friends.. it my 24 years of existence siyempre sila iyong matatakbuhan mo in times na you feel low, and when the world seems to have turn its back on you.. from high school, to college till sa workplace you can meet a lot of people and you'll make friends along the way.. iyong mga high school buddies ko till now naghahanapan pa kami.. circle of 4, they say.. me, jovi, mark and rey.. nung college dami namin, actually iba ibang set din, sa Uste and PCU.. the first person i get close to sa UsTe was April, pero we get along well lang during last sem na ata ng 2nd year namin.. ang parang sista soul ko is Karen.. pareho kasing walang pera.. hehe.. nah, iba rin kasi trip naming dalawa nun eh.. pareho lang kasing nagboboard din. pero nung nagkarun ng boyfren ang loka, naging busy.. hehe.. with Pey, madaming overnight ang nangyari.. actuallly niloloko ko lang sarili ko nun na nagaaral ako kasi pagdating sa kanila, kung hindi nakikipagwentuhan, natutulog ako.. i was considered family talaga.. pag sumama nga ako sa family affair nila kala nila pinsn nila ako.. pero obviously hindi kasi sa tangkad ko.. (no offense) hehehe.. yup, para kaming my powers na kung minsan nagkakapareho kami ng shade ng tshirt.. kakatuwa nga isipin iyon eh.. right now, busy na lahat sa work and family na din iyong iba..

in my 24 years of existence my mgat tao na din kaya akong natouch iyong buhay nila? may mga natulungan din kaya ako? just wondering if i have done my duties as a person and as a friend.. sa bilis kasi parang di ko na napapansin.. actually ang nararamdaman ko lang is marami akong taong nasaktan and till now na naging manhid na ata.. siguro nga people come in and out of your life for a specific purpose only.. but i don't want naman to leave negative impression isip nila.. just want to say sorry to Pey, for my shortcomings and mistakes i have done.. sorry to Yves if im hurting you sometimes.. and to people that i have hurt.. thanks a lot for the people that made RJ today.. thank you for 24 years of existence and still counting..

been a long time updating this blog.. since nasa foi pa ata ako iyong huli eh.. it isnt visited anyways.. i have a new work right now, and its in makati.. hehe astig.. didn't imagine actually that i'll change environment but thats how changes works in one's life.. madami man nabago, ok na din iyon.. at least iyong mga dapt baguhin masimulan na.. i'm enjoying this niche actually.. maliit iyong office, konti ang tao na dapat mong pakisamahan.. although i miss the calls and forever bugging of clients thru phone, hehe.. nah, high time na din siguro na isipin ko na din sarili ko.. bad things are happening right now sa aking ex-work.. well, karma is still around.. hehe.. la naman nabago sa lifestyle ko, still house-work.. minsan lumalabas din with my Yves, watch ng movies.. yeah, Pirates of the Carribbean na nga pala.. our favorite.. mahilig kami sa mga ganung movies eh. and pati din pala iyong Lady in the Water.. hmm.. so many movies to watch, that will occupy my weekends.. hehe.. funny, but till now nag-adjust pa din ako sa bago kong work.. seems like it wasn't me at all.. maybe because im guarding myself also of possibilities na aalis din ako, kaya ganun.. ala, halo-halo na karga nang entry kong ito.. hehe..

tagal ko na din di nakakauwi sa province, what is it like na kaya ngayon? almost 2 months na din ang nakakaraan.. last naming uwi na kasama ko pa ang aking mahal is nung may1.. dito na din pla ako nag-birthday.. simple din lang ang celebration.. bisita ko bestfren ko, my Yves, and ang bf ng aking sister.. yoko naman na sana maghanda kasi ganun nga din lang, neweis, worth naman iyon sa mga nagsipinta.. pati pla mga kapit-bahay namin, hehe..

530am..morning ritual.

actually nagwoworry na me sa lumalaking isyu tungkol sa katawan ko, kaya "we" (me and my Yves) make it a point that we begin our day with 30-45 minutes of jogging. hanep noh, parang nagppraktis for olympics. Nah, but i'm really bothered kasi lumalaki na din ako.. it's hard pero sacrifice lang talga. sabagay every morning mulat na talaga ako kasi nagrereview ulit ako for that board i will take.. and di ka pa nakakamulat maigi mayroon ng isang tao na nanggugulat sa iyo para gisingin muli ang iyong ulirat.. hanep sobrang kape na ata ito at anggudmorning lang na Mahal mo eh nagugulat na ako..

it's nice having this thing na may partner ka. supportive in everything you do. but actually pati din naman siya bothered na din sa katawan niya.. nakakatuwang simulan ang araw mo with a smile and a healthy jog. tapos mamya mang-aasar na din Mahal mo.. gising ka na tlaga..

0600.. breakfast na din..