im not referring to my fave series 24, but its about my age.. grabee, 24 na pla ako.. time flies so fast.. still remember the time when i was in highschool.. my graduation was that dramatic, siyempre because of that "thing" i have to go through.. then my first day at UST.. kinda funny, kasi di naman talaga ako laking manila, siyempre as expected nawala ako di ba.. hehe.. tapos nagtaxi na lang ako papunta ng sm north from munoz, and know what kung magkano lang siningil ni manong, 10 pesos.. astig, ganun pa kababa ang pasahe nun, ngayon ah ewan.. actually, orientation pa lang kasi iyon for my PE, so as usual walang pasok.. buti na lang second day, iyon na, the "real" thing.. hmm, why i was called RJ? sa aming Philo class (first subject) we were told to introduce ourselves and what would they want to call me.. as i was standing up siyempre nervous pa ako ksi naman, lahat ng mata focus syo.. i was battling sa nickname, kung xella, ordinary, kung rusel, parang manang.. then RJ came because of my two names, Rusela June, ayun kaya RJ.. eh uso pa nun iyong coke commercial na "rj ang gown ko".. hehe.. then came ang pagkick-out ng UsTE sa akin because of failing grade sa accounting.. that was the time i knew , syeet! ang kinabukasan ko sira na.. hehe.. we were having a hard time actually finding other schools, kasi ang gusto nila balik ka ulit first year.. yoko nga!! then PCU was there.. siyempre irreg ako dun.. pag nalaman nila na UsTE ka galing, astig! di lng nila alam pinagdaanan namin dun.. syeet!! talaga.. hehe.. i've tried my best na makatapos and after 2 years, graduate na din ako.. siyempre ansaya nun!! that for me was the Greatest Achievement i ever done to date.. honor iyon eh, di lahat nakukuhang makapagtapos.. a sem before Graduation (Octoberian kasi ako), nagtake ako ng review classes for the board exam with my bestfriend.. andun na naman iyong anticipation na, papasa ba ko, o sasama ako sa smahan ng mga luhaan,, actually napasama ako sa huli.. it wasa frustrating though.. that is the one on top of my list for my accomplishment,.. hopefully this year, or next year ako makapagboard ulit..

siyempre di mawawala sa buhay ng isang tao ang buhay pag-ibig.. siguro this is the main reasons kung bakit din ako nag-evolve as a person.. you have to stumble to learn to stand, to cry so that you can wipe other people's tears.. it was a rocky road.. especially iyong matagal na relationship na you think iyon na.. mahirap talaga magsalita ng tapos.. it was the turning point of my life where i have asked myself, kung masama ba talaga akong tao, or all along there is still someone out there who will bring out the best in me.. and in my solace Yves came.. we were friends.. we hang out after office.. we talked.. a lot, and till now iyon ang di nawawala.. open communication.. there are still a lot of thing i have to change, especially sa attitude ko.. and im looking forward to a life with him.. im praying na sana ito na nga..

FRIENDSHIPS.. of course another factor are my friends.. it my 24 years of existence siyempre sila iyong matatakbuhan mo in times na you feel low, and when the world seems to have turn its back on you.. from high school, to college till sa workplace you can meet a lot of people and you'll make friends along the way.. iyong mga high school buddies ko till now naghahanapan pa kami.. circle of 4, they say.. me, jovi, mark and rey.. nung college dami namin, actually iba ibang set din, sa Uste and PCU.. the first person i get close to sa UsTe was April, pero we get along well lang during last sem na ata ng 2nd year namin.. ang parang sista soul ko is Karen.. pareho kasing walang pera.. hehe.. nah, iba rin kasi trip naming dalawa nun eh.. pareho lang kasing nagboboard din. pero nung nagkarun ng boyfren ang loka, naging busy.. hehe.. with Pey, madaming overnight ang nangyari.. actuallly niloloko ko lang sarili ko nun na nagaaral ako kasi pagdating sa kanila, kung hindi nakikipagwentuhan, natutulog ako.. i was considered family talaga.. pag sumama nga ako sa family affair nila kala nila pinsn nila ako.. pero obviously hindi kasi sa tangkad ko.. (no offense) hehehe.. yup, para kaming my powers na kung minsan nagkakapareho kami ng shade ng tshirt.. kakatuwa nga isipin iyon eh.. right now, busy na lahat sa work and family na din iyong iba..

in my 24 years of existence my mgat tao na din kaya akong natouch iyong buhay nila? may mga natulungan din kaya ako? just wondering if i have done my duties as a person and as a friend.. sa bilis kasi parang di ko na napapansin.. actually ang nararamdaman ko lang is marami akong taong nasaktan and till now na naging manhid na ata.. siguro nga people come in and out of your life for a specific purpose only.. but i don't want naman to leave negative impression isip nila.. just want to say sorry to Pey, for my shortcomings and mistakes i have done.. sorry to Yves if im hurting you sometimes.. and to people that i have hurt.. thanks a lot for the people that made RJ today.. thank you for 24 years of existence and still counting..